Just last night, I told you that I was feeling a bit down for the whole day. Whenever I think of you darLing, my life will seem brighter and more hopeful. But sometimes, when I think of you, and about our situation, I couldn't help but be hit by a tinge of sadness.
You said, you felt like a bad girl, for being the third person in my life. That you shouldn't have stepped so far, but you just couldn't help yourself. You felt extremely bad but believed that we would be able to resolve this maturely since we are both adults.
DarLing... it takes both hands to clap. It wasn't just you, you aren't to blame at all. If there is any one to pin the blame on here, it should be me and only me. Because I too, know the consequences too well, when I realized I have such feelings for you. The better man would have stepped aside and taken the measures to avoid this. I am not the better man. I am but flawed, and flawed in so many ways that I wish you may not ever find out, for my being ashamed of it. But amidst this blemish there is perfection, like a pure white canvas and I have but only colors trying to mimic this beauty before me. The problem is, I shall never be able to produce something as white and as pure as you no matter how much I try.
Indeed there are many flaws in this, but there is also a perfection. The perfection is simply having you in my life. You are my perfection, darLing, you are...
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You told me that it sounds sad when I describe myself as like a waterfall I flow and goes along with the flows of the people in my life. Sounds like a person who takes life as it comes, heh.
No No No…Not anymore.
I wanted to tell you that your presence has changed my life tremendously.
Changed the direction where the waterfall used to flow…
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